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Remembering Moi — Memory, Milk, and the Missing Blueprint

For many Kenyans, Daniel Arap Moi is a memory more than a leader. He is a face on television, a Bible in hand, a finger raised in proclamation. For some, he is the Nyayo milk — handed out after Friday classes, warm and sweet in its tiny pyramid-shaped packet. For others, he is the man who built schools, opened roads, attended harambees. And for many, he is the shadow behind the door, the reason voices were lowered, books banned, and dissent disappeared into Nyayo House.

This is the paradox of the Moi era. We remember the milk, but not the manifesto. We remember the rituals, but not the roadmap. We remember the president — not the policies.

A Leadership of Presence, Not Vision

Moi’s leadership style was deeply personal. He traveled widely across the country. He touched hands. He attended funerals. He held rallies in remote villages. He was seen — and in being seen, he governed.

But while his presence was deeply felt, his policy intentions often were not. He rarely spoke of a national vision in clear terms. Unlike Nyerere in Tanzania, who espoused Ujamaa socialism, or Kagame in Rwanda with his laser-sharp developmental agenda, Moi preferred ambiguity.

He would speak of peace, love, and unity. Of discipline and loyalty. Of continuity. But what did this mean in practical, long-term terms for education, healthcare, economy, industry? Few could say.

This vagueness allowed for adaptability — and evasion. He could take credit for successes and distance himself from failures. Power was decentralized publicly but tightly controlled privately.

The Child’s Gaze: What We Saw, What We Didn’t

Those who grew up under Moi often remember a benevolent figure — a patriarch. The milk, the music festivals, the national celebrations. For children, he was fatherly. Approachable. Predictable.

But we were shielded from the darker realities. From the journalists tortured in Nyayo House. From the opposition voices exiled or silenced. From the borrowed foreign loans mismanaged. From the years of economic stagnation masked by roadside development.

As adults, many Kenyans find themselves reconciling the contradiction: How could the man who bought us bananas also preside over a system that broke people? The answer may lie in understanding how power operates through performance — and how memory can be curated.

The Absence of a Blueprint: Why It Matters

Moi ruled for 24 years, yet ask most Kenyans today what his grand vision for the country was, and they will likely draw a blank.

He expanded education, yes — but under what long-term strategy? He preserved unity — but what did he believe about Kenya’s place in the world? He kept peace — but peace at what cost?

This absence of a clear vision was not unique to Moi. It reveals a pattern in Kenyan leadership: a focus on managing the present rather than shaping the future. The result is a nation constantly reacting, rarely envisioning.

Policies become slogans. Ministries change names but not function. Leaders promise, then pivot. And citizens inherit a state that seems to drift — always surviving, never transforming.

Why This Remains Dangerous

When a country is ruled by personality, not policy, memory becomes fragile. We remember feelings, not facts. Sentiment, not systems.

This allows history to be rewritten easily. It opens the door for nostalgia to cover injustice. It permits future leaders to repeat old mistakes, because the past was never examined.

When we cannot name what a leader stood for, we cannot measure what they failed to deliver. And when that happens, we cannot grow.

Conclusion: The Milk and the Memory

To remember Moi is to remember Kenya’s relationship with power — how we have too often personalized it, mythologized it, and failed to interrogate it. He was present in our lives, yes. But was he visionary?

The milk he gave us filled our bellies. But what did his leadership feed?

Perhaps the greatest legacy of the Moi era is this lingering question — not of who he was, but of what we missed by not demanding more.

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